Fidy an amazing exp ,Sorry and Emoted biddin her bye

It was Year 2006..
Fidelity.. Fidelity is de one world i nvr wish 2 forgot and wish to live it again in my olden dayz..., Nvr knew huw it cud b whn i woke up one day in usual busy Mum life , still struggling to hold grounds wid loads of happy committments on a single head.. :)

Moments later ,even the Sun has took time to shine ,i was attending a regular usual tele interview wid one of the well-known person in dis corporate world at dat time..for a firm cald Fidy... Fidy was obviously new to me as to all Mumbaikars.

Destiny it says.. i was thru guyzz and sheer shell shocked wid de package dey offered ,, , askin me to immed relocate to bgl ,,
I can sense the joy my parents havin been goin thru :)

Bgl a entirely new city ., said to b de party capital of India....De money factor did it all , and in a months time i was hooked as one of de honorable member into a huge fidy family .. hehe

dis is where i learnt wht it means to be called an MNC corporate world... luvd it , the flavours, de style , de infrastructure , de fun Events, Corp guest Parties , Pub Parties ,
Business parties all , de Cafetaria , everythin buddy ...... sinked in sinked in and sinked in until I realized im getting myself into a comfort zone giving way to lazy bee.

Alll joy ,fun and parties was turning Jerry a dullish lazy boy :)

I had made many a many friends here ..sum acted genius and sum a sheer dumbo...all in all had a story to tell...

Proud to say Dude ..if im wrong , ppl still recognised me here in Fidy as one of the best soccer player , i shined in all Inter Corp Futsols tourneys, won lotta hearts and many a tough tournaments.
Ders whr im happy dat I fulfilled my childhood dream playing futsol in any big leagues looked acheived. I looked at myself wid head high and was delighted.

Eehw ! a here lies a lil secretive and embarassing topic to disclose and admit , For de first time, i fell in for a pretty Cutie which stuck my inner strings likka a thunder storm bolting me tight into uncontrollable emotions and leavin a huge impact which I think will never gonna erase my Randon Access Memory for life , a long tale for a novel to write :)

Guyzz ders a lotta story , i wud like to share here ,,,but the space and time seems insufficient.

Never easy to say i wasn't emoted whn I bid Fidy a Farewell kiss Gudboi last Sept 2009 after a long 2 and half years with many a happy memories to cherish and pics to show my grandchildren's... hmm

Dreamed its Heathcliff's Catherine but was not to be

The concept that almost every dude dreams on (incorrect to say in this new era) is tht the same passionate luv Catherine and Heathcliff had, to be true and reflecting in his life as well often to the conclusion that it may emerge up on a romantic happy note and continue ever ever and ever ..

but the passion ,craze and resonate misunderstood romantic feeling which entered his soul like a storm,soon developed into big tide which began from one side on one day with first blink of the eye, wid otherwise an unknown charismatic sweet word "Cutes" , which HE thght was his PARADISE.

was difficult to digest and hit him hard wit all carnal inclinations... .... when slowly he realized was never to be his when the answer was a Big refusing "NULL" and is sumun's else .....

Heathcliff hopes never faded ,he kept chasing her , trying to win her , wid all probalities ,gifts/cards ,everhelpful Tom/Jerry , never realising whats the hellll is newayzz going on here.....!!!

He is sumtimes enraged whn challengd "No guts" ,dirty annoyed whn cald a physco,confused wid emotions mixed wid giggles and niggles, as if he has nothing in life to achieve apart from this dream girl.....Wt a F*** ??

Seems thr was no un to advise him ,,'O pal, thr are still enu many a virgin mermaids in the occeans... Hmmm'

He desperately consoles him in his own dreams ,wakes up in the middle of the night and breaks down many a times....

otherwise a tough guy wit a rock attitude has fail'd within and dig'd into a wrong perception..

His belief in himself is lost, he tries a million things to get going again,lil shattered , silently prays ......for this virtuality fake feel to be real.

He keeps tryin tough willing to be fresh the next dawn before the dew crops up..

but sumhow the ghost returns again at night ......and monkey feeling is again behind his back

The hostility widens ,inevitably short of ideas and the feeling of uneasiness creeps in , Heathcliff so correct as his name is ashamed and embarassed for the first time in his life ,

is in the middle of a cliff knowing not whether to climb up or jump down or vanish into an epic exile... when sooner or later another heartbreaking atom is goona explode ..........She'z gonna be soon seen wit a ring next door...............

Can't Dreams b true,can't history be reversed or Is Heathcliff a bit batcrap crazy ......MOVE ON ON ON ....Cumon ???

to to be never contd..............